discipline

well been a good boy lately, managed to stay away from facebook the whole of yesterday and today just a short while just to check on ma friends. went well i guess, managed to reply and disappear direct after without having to get maself involved into a lot of rubbish. so, what now? really have no idea, i'm hoping to cut ma facebook visit to 10min a day or 30min per week, which will be da whole 30min at once not devided hours in different days, like 4 hrs a day it would be.
ok, this is ma new hobby, i like it, i'm starting to love it so sooon i might marry it. ma darling blogg, pity i wrote a lot of rubbish when i was testing u, the language is nothing for a blogg or anything than just plain street slang shit, not even tough at all, just uter plain rubbish. anyway yesterday i missed ma darling blogg so much but i've descipline that's all. i had to do first things first, no computer no nothing until i'm done with important things and so by the end of the day i was so tired that all i wanted to do was to sleep. didn't get much sleep though, have problems falling asleep so i actually fell asleep around 7:30 in the morning. one might wonder what i was doing all night then, nothing much than listen to spotify until muzik was to blame why i couldn't sleep so i swithed it off and hoped to fall asleep but nothing. watched tv and did some thinking and by morning i was then tired enough to fall asleep for only 2 hrs, yes that little. maybe i should get checked cause it's starting to be a pattern, something that repeats itself all the time now. before that i fell asleep 6 and was up sometime around 10. 4 hrs is max time i sleep, good or bad? bad cause we do need 8 hrs sleep as far as ma schooling told me so i better do something to sleep the other 4 hours.
ma last 2 days were filled with training, that's good, need to play football when i move from here and that's in about a week. i'm far behind with ma training, as new in a team if i should make it i've to be 3 times well trained than them and i actually haven't played football in 10 years and my knee is still not ok but guess what? i can't wait no more, no time and no desire to wait so i'm just gonna give it ma best and hope it's enough. for now, have to think how this is gonna go, need every fantasy there is to pick ma self up. take care for now...!
the dictionary explains it like this: discipline- "training to produce obedience and self-control" get it? simply control yourselves...bless ya!