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I have been listening to the news all day and they talked a lot about a young man 23 yrs old who called the ambulance because he had problems breathing. The ambulance didn't show up and he called again and again until he died. Now the court has dismissed the whole case and the boy's parents want justice!
I feel pity for doctors and nurses cause their job is not really something one wants to make a mistake cause the results can be a dead body! Recently they talked a lot about a female doctor who gave a baby pain-killers and the results became overdose, the baby died. Once again the parents wants justices and i really feel sorry for both sides! The doctor did what she thought was the best for the baby of course but it wasn't; obviously she wants to be the best doctor ever so she wouldn't deliberately kill a patient! The parents put trust in the hands of expects, only to be let down and be delivered bad news, da worst news ever :( Nothing will ever bring their baby back so what should they do? well at least make sure it doesn't happen to anyone else or  them again so they have to make sure the whole thing is turned up side down!
Any other job one can make mistakes and start again or if the situation is worse you replace the item with a new one! That's not the case for hospital people, they can't addopt a baby to replace the dead one! Not only do they risk spending a part of their lives in jail but they could loose doing something they love and some will even have to live with the guilt of having killed a baby or human! I can't see maself ever being normal knowing that i killed somebody, it would haunt me for life. Yes, doctors have had their mistakes with me too but I decided to let it be! I got so many advices how to sue them but i said no no, I'll live with it. I needed help and they couldn't give it to me, why then make life even tougher for them when they already eat their hearts out cause they failed!
oki people, while talking about death, today is world AIDS day and i for one can shout out loud that  right now i don't have AIDS! Wonder how many know that too, how many have AIDS and don't know about it, how many have AIDS and they know about it and still live their lives as if they were not sick! Well, there's only one normal thing you all can do for yourselves and us all, go get tested! That way you then can never hurt someone you love with all your heart or would you rather you die together, not fair! If someone you like tells you they have AIDS i bet you'll run and never stop, so do the right thing, know about it and don't help spread AIDS!
All right then, like i said yesterday, live everyday like it's your last day cause you will never know, nobody does! peace & love =  respect!

long time

Been a long time since i visited this site or since i sat down to write something! I haven't had the desire to share with maself or others what's on ma mind, have had pleanty to share with but no no, keep it all to ma self even if my fingures are iching to type on this machine!
Music is always a big part of ma life so it somehow took over ma blogg, didn't need to sit and discuss ma self with mi no, not fun sometimes. If I could publish and nobody reads it well i could write every second but i've to think of what i wanna share with da whole mafucking world.
Anyway wanted to share with you something i read today, an 11 year old boi is gonna be a father and the pregnant wife is 15. The girls parents want to keep the baby and want nothing to do with the father who together with his parents, ran and hide when this was brought to their antention! what type of sick world do we live in, really what is this! what would i have done if i was a parent in this situation and whose parent would i wanna be, boi or girl? The truth is i don't wish anybody that young to be a parent, it's the best and toughest thing to be! One has to prepare a lot for it, buy a house, a car, have a great job, and just be able to provide for everybody all the time! Well, anything is possible in da US!
Have to go for now but whatever you do don't play with sex, not only will be an innocent soul be born but there's really HIV and AIDS, which can be da end of your life if cure is not found during your days! What ever you do, live everyday like it's your last day cause you will never know! yes we live for today but tomorrow is nothing we know about, it is always someone's last day, that someone could be you!

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