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kick off

Been training today, first time in what seems like a long time ago. Last time i trained was just a week ago before i went home for easter. today we actually trained on grass, was all brown and we really were killing the field but what else can we do really.
The first match was away and we won with 4-1, sweet! This weekend we play home, hope all goes our way. Just the first game, soon second and third and everything will start falling into place.

I wasn't happy about today's training. The coach is alright, the players are dreamers, each player lives in his own world. Wasn't happy about my own training really. I was feeling sleepy instead of being on my tores. I kicked the ground hard, twisted my ankel, ran like a dark and worst of all, I was hiding, wasn't talking much like the usual me and just felt like taking it easy. Anyway, like I said, the season just started, we gonna run until we can't run no more. Take good care of your bodies and whatever you do, don't forget to train, your body needs it. I know I haven't trained as much as I should recently but not anymore. peace & love yoo !!!

easter holiday

I don't really know why we celebrate all these holidays when we don't even believe in jesus christ, god or da bible. easter is about jesus who died to save our sins, but are we saved or are we just adding more sins to the ones we already have? Today's world if you ask me we are all sinners, why celebrate easter then. anyway i'm visiting home this easter, gotland is ma home here in sweden, ma roots.
we have a new roommate who came yesterday, a guy from finland. soon i'm gonna speak a lot of finnish. or maybe i should live alone cause today i've been offered to move to a one roomed apartment but the problem is that the shower is in the basement. the place is close to everything, school, football, gym, and shops but not so fresh like where i live right now. it's gonna be my fresh place i believe, i like it fresh fresh fresh. the other thing is privacy at this new place. right now i live with 3 guys, we are four guys sharing a kitchen, livingroom and laundry room.
The question is how much do i want my privacy? how much privacy do i want? i think that's the bottom line. well, the answer is i don't care about it right now, I'm a single guy with nothing on ma mind than success, money is on ma brains all da mother fucking time. mi love money, lots of it. business is the only answer, won't stop until da day I die, end of story. have many business partners already, have many good cooks for ma restaurant from ma school, feels good really. got my test back, wrote 3 in one week, 100% i had, nothing wrong and i even wrote extended answers just to show that i know this in and out. I've so far written four tests and I got nothing wrong as yet. it's funny how history repeats itself, when i was growing up ma teachers asked my father if i should skeap a class, that was from class 3 to 5. the same thing happened in high school, my teachers wanted me to write the final exams a year ealier. in sweden my studies have been records, courses that took others 3 years took me 3 months and i couldn't get it why it took them such a long time. now i'm studying cooking and so far it's just been 100%, only all right all the time, fucking hell.
well, wanna go to the gym for the last time before i visit home, won't train for a week. football was fun yesterday but the wind was a pain in the ass. eyes were full of tears but it wasn't a big deal than the ball rolling away all the time. we chase it of course, that's what football is all about, chasing the leather round thing.well, mi done, wanna go. take care folks, happy holidays :)

Culture Club - Karma Chameleon

confused

Really don't know what's going on with me but all i know is that things are going ma way! One of ma room mates hated me, funny he's a black guy too but he's from south america. when i moved in this condo i let him use ma everything until he made a stupid move then he lost his priviledges to ma stuff. later along the line the guy started complaining about tv and threatened to report me to school. well, enough was enough, i pin pointed everything he did wrong,  from him not cleaning after himself and not helping with cleaning the apartment and every wrong move he made i was on his ass;  hell broke loose when i wanted to study and he had his disco volume on tv as usual. I told him to turn down da volume and he told me to fuck off. I then swithed off the tv and took the remote control to ma room! guess what he did? he went to da police and they of course told him to fuck off then the next day the first thing he did was report me at school that i should move out. school then listened to ma side of the story aswell and they instead kicked him out haha! Feels so good without him around, we even celebrated by cleaning the fridge and this weekend we gonna clean the whole apartment, the pig is gone and we were actually tired of discusting him. Part of the discussion was he shouldn't leave his door open cause bacteria will spread from his room to all our rooms, da worst pig ever.
Anyway, i managed to write two test and tomorrow i'll write ma third test in one week! It's going good, but football really wants me. yesterday i was officially introduced as the assisstent coach to ma team i play for. I nolonger coach 14 year old boys and i really thought i was never gonna say yes to the old dogs, just wanted to play ball with them but anyway ma coach needs me and the guys do too so i'll be glad to help of course. The coach for the 14 year old boy hates me in return, he made me promise i wasn't gonna go nowhere and i said count me in mate but now he's all alone again.
well, i've this funny feeling inside me, not happy even if things are working out for the better for me. Bad room mate gone, school going well, football went well with the big boys even if it wasn't first time i train them. well, i'll take a walk to finland tomorrow lunch time and see if i can refresh ma mind. yesterday me and ma friend took a walk to finland lunch time, i had a coffee and he bought chocolate and coke! i also played lotto hehe :) It takes 20 minutes to cross the bridge to finland from sweden, really nice walk. well, have to revise for ma exam tomorrow, wish me luck, don't need it hehe. mi iz r bad ass in school, gi mi da shit and i make pen dance on paper like never b4. crazy! better go now. take care for now and always remember to be nice, stay cool yoo!!!! ciao folks :)

good bye snow

Can you believe it that we still have snow here up north. Good thing is that we have so many hours of sun shine now so every where is a river, every road is a river flow, snow melting away. Friday was the first time we trained football out doors but we still gonna train indoors if we have bad weather which is a promise. Last time it was snowing here was actually midweek, pleanty plus snow it was. But it's cool that the snow mountains are disappearing, the process is slow but it's happening.
The football season kicks of end of this month, I don't think the field will be ready but i hope so. Really can't wait to take a ball early morning to the football field and train alone. Some people think I'm bonkas but I think I'm free. It takes only a star to do that, I've done that all my life. Now when I read about the world stars that they do the same then I'm rest assured that I'm normal. I don't think it's easy for just anybody to play football alone, it takes a lot of football feelings to handle. It's not something you do but it just happens. At least that's how it is for me. I don't like when people stop and watch me, just go your way if you're so kind. It's mostly dog walkers who find it entertaining but I find it disturbing and 2 seconds later I don't even feel there presence so it ain't a big deal really.

Anyway, mean time it's enough with the gym and running along the road, don't really like running along with cars, don't like to breath the shit the cars puff out. I biked for an hour at the gym today, was supposed to run half an hour afterwards but i decided i do that tomorrow instead, early morning when all cars are sleeping but then it will be one hour instead.
That's it for now folks but before I vanish I just wanna remind you to move your bodies, we humans should motion half an hour a day. Walking is as good as one of the best trainings we need daily. Good luck with spring training, love the fresh air early mornings. Take care and bless ya!