The girl who silenced the world for 5 minutes

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AIDS day

I have been listening to the news all day and they talked a lot about a young man 23 yrs old who called the ambulance because he had problems breathing. The ambulance didn't show up and he called again and again until he died. Now the court has dismissed the whole case and the boy's parents want justice!
I feel pity for doctors and nurses cause their job is not really something one wants to make a mistake cause the results can be a dead body! Recently they talked a lot about a female doctor who gave a baby pain-killers and the results became overdose, the baby died. Once again the parents wants justices and i really feel sorry for both sides! The doctor did what she thought was the best for the baby of course but it wasn't; obviously she wants to be the best doctor ever so she wouldn't deliberately kill a patient! The parents put trust in the hands of expects, only to be let down and be delivered bad news, da worst news ever :( Nothing will ever bring their baby back so what should they do? well at least make sure it doesn't happen to anyone else or  them again so they have to make sure the whole thing is turned up side down!
Any other job one can make mistakes and start again or if the situation is worse you replace the item with a new one! That's not the case for hospital people, they can't addopt a baby to replace the dead one! Not only do they risk spending a part of their lives in jail but they could loose doing something they love and some will even have to live with the guilt of having killed a baby or human! I can't see maself ever being normal knowing that i killed somebody, it would haunt me for life. Yes, doctors have had their mistakes with me too but I decided to let it be! I got so many advices how to sue them but i said no no, I'll live with it. I needed help and they couldn't give it to me, why then make life even tougher for them when they already eat their hearts out cause they failed!
oki people, while talking about death, today is world AIDS day and i for one can shout out loud that  right now i don't have AIDS! Wonder how many know that too, how many have AIDS and don't know about it, how many have AIDS and they know about it and still live their lives as if they were not sick! Well, there's only one normal thing you all can do for yourselves and us all, go get tested! That way you then can never hurt someone you love with all your heart or would you rather you die together, not fair! If someone you like tells you they have AIDS i bet you'll run and never stop, so do the right thing, know about it and don't help spread AIDS!
All right then, like i said yesterday, live everyday like it's your last day cause you will never know, nobody does! peace & love =  respect!

long time

Been a long time since i visited this site or since i sat down to write something! I haven't had the desire to share with maself or others what's on ma mind, have had pleanty to share with but no no, keep it all to ma self even if my fingures are iching to type on this machine!
Music is always a big part of ma life so it somehow took over ma blogg, didn't need to sit and discuss ma self with mi no, not fun sometimes. If I could publish and nobody reads it well i could write every second but i've to think of what i wanna share with da whole mafucking world.
Anyway wanted to share with you something i read today, an 11 year old boi is gonna be a father and the pregnant wife is 15. The girls parents want to keep the baby and want nothing to do with the father who together with his parents, ran and hide when this was brought to their antention! what type of sick world do we live in, really what is this! what would i have done if i was a parent in this situation and whose parent would i wanna be, boi or girl? The truth is i don't wish anybody that young to be a parent, it's the best and toughest thing to be! One has to prepare a lot for it, buy a house, a car, have a great job, and just be able to provide for everybody all the time! Well, anything is possible in da US!
Have to go for now but whatever you do don't play with sex, not only will be an innocent soul be born but there's really HIV and AIDS, which can be da end of your life if cure is not found during your days! What ever you do, live everyday like it's your last day cause you will never know! yes we live for today but tomorrow is nothing we know about, it is always someone's last day, that someone could be you!

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

holidays

Home is where one goes when they have holidays and ma home here is gotland, 90 kilometers from the capital of sweden stockholm. A lot has changed ever since i moved here but this summer has had the most changes ever. It's really gonna take a lot to grasp what happened this summer. Been a good boi but I don't know if it's enough. I have studies to do during my holidays but after two weeks i haven't done no nothing! My training is not going well either, i jogged a few times, fixed my home gym but i haven't started training on it, just watch the thing a meter away from my bed. maybe i've been so tired from hard work of winter trainings, studies and work! It's fun to listen to my body but my brains don't agree with it, they don't wanna relax about the whole thing that I'm not doing as it plans. yes, my brains do the planinig and my body put it into action.
well, haven't visited my life or blogg as it's called in the whole of july, bad bad bad but it's okay, i'm on holiday and still i go to work instead of chilling. Crazy things happening to this world, almost a hundred youths were masacred in norway and Amy winehouse passed away from alcohol and drugs, she loved her drink this lady. I saw a few video klipps when she performed totally wasted! Anyway, wanna finnish by saying live everyday like it's your last day cause you will never know! Take good care of yourselves folks...bless ya!

Joga Bonito Stilo Ronaldinho

jokkmokk and sami people

Sami people are very special people up north, they still managed to keep their culture and tradition! I really respect that! Last tuesday I went to a place called jokkmokk for a very big confference about slow food and sami people were a big part of it! Me and 6 other students from my school we volunteed to cook and save everyone who was part of it. People from all over the world took part and we the cooks made sure they functioned! we worked from 06 which was time for breakfast up to sometimes 01 in the morning, very long hours and remember when you work in the kitchen you don't sit down. It was a blust, the best fun I ever had in the kitchen. Anyway i won't write more what happened in jokkmokk but I will let the pictures speak for themselves! Just wanna finish up by saying I have never eaten so much reindeer meat all my life than I did in jokkmokk, I also tasted bear meat, it was really surprisingly nice, really liked it!

Tomorrow people

How selfish are we really when we just live for today and don't care about tomorrow! If we were to live tomorrow what would we do to help take care of the earth? Everything and anything I hope, but how come we don't do what we are surposed to do? Simply because we are not really affected by tomorrow so why give a dame really! Well your children are tomorrow people, is the worst the kind of world you want them to live in! What type of parents are we then if we don't care about our children? Why are we parents if we don't care about what happens to our children? Take a moment to think of what you can do to help change the world and please act now before it's too late! Some things are not replaceable, why regret when it's too late when all you can do now is prevent! Remember, prevention is better than cure! What ever you do now, please don't be stupid and selfish, make sure you are part of a better tomorrow! Don't just take care of yourselves, take care of everything around you too cause it is part of you. Take care now, bless ya all...!

Tennis

Had fun with ma friend the english guy playing tennis at lunch time today. So, it's gonna be en everyday thing we decided. I'm not a tennis player but he is, I made him run like crazy and he did the same to me. At first it was all alright cause i'm well trained, I play football so running ain't no big deal. He was tired pretty fast and I could feel diffrerent muscles of ma body taking over. First it was my ankle muscles and then ma hip muscles, guess i don't use a lot of that in football than in tennis. Anyway, I loved it and I'm gonna play tennis everyday all summer plus inlines. Have to remember to bring them from gotland ma home town. I'm actually visiting home tomorrow so it's all good, right on time. We had lovely weather for sports, cloudy and a little chilly but not cold. Been crazy weather lately, we have snow and sun shine after, what the fuck. I wake up sunday morning and it was snowing like crazy and later that day it was hot. This time of the year the sun goes up at 03 and down around 22, soon it's gonna be 24 hours sun. It doesn't get so dark the rest of the hours, just kind of dark like when it's starting to get dark but it's like that all night. Well, mi done. peace and love yoo!

da new mi

Well, been lazy lately and I noticed I've been hiding behind ma books. Of course I did ma books and managed to pass all ma exams but not training shouldn't be because of that. I have to find a way to manage both school and football. I've a plan, stupid one really but hope it works.
Anyway I took a walk to finland today and half way there it started snowing, it's the first of may and it's still snowing. I didn't really believe them when they told mi we still gonna have snow in may, fuck this place, it's crazy. All day today was dark and cold but now it's around 19:00 and the sun is shining, cool. Yes, we have pleanty sun already up north. Right now the sun goes up around 04 and goes down around 22. Here during summer the sun doesn't go down at all, can't wait to be part of it. Gonna have to party all night one time just to see how this thing is all about.
I live right next to a swimming pool, camping and a river, really cool place. I'm planning to spend ma summer holidays fishing and eat fresh fish everyday. Well I hate fish so maybe I'll have to put them back in the river like what they do on TV. No, mi ain't stupid like TV people, will sell da shit to ma roommates instead.
Well, it's time to find ma way back to da gym, that door have been closed for over a month now, no good no good. I feel lazy but once I get there I totally become another person, funny really. Just have to force maself to walk the 10 minutes. Ma bag is packed, got everything, even taken out food to eat after training, guess what, it's fucking frozen fish. Just need da stupid proteins that's all. Well, better go now. Take care folks and remember to train a minimum of 30 minutes a day, your bodies needs it. Good luck with that. Bless ya!

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kick off

Been training today, first time in what seems like a long time ago. Last time i trained was just a week ago before i went home for easter. today we actually trained on grass, was all brown and we really were killing the field but what else can we do really.
The first match was away and we won with 4-1, sweet! This weekend we play home, hope all goes our way. Just the first game, soon second and third and everything will start falling into place.

I wasn't happy about today's training. The coach is alright, the players are dreamers, each player lives in his own world. Wasn't happy about my own training really. I was feeling sleepy instead of being on my tores. I kicked the ground hard, twisted my ankel, ran like a dark and worst of all, I was hiding, wasn't talking much like the usual me and just felt like taking it easy. Anyway, like I said, the season just started, we gonna run until we can't run no more. Take good care of your bodies and whatever you do, don't forget to train, your body needs it. I know I haven't trained as much as I should recently but not anymore. peace & love yoo !!!

easter holiday

I don't really know why we celebrate all these holidays when we don't even believe in jesus christ, god or da bible. easter is about jesus who died to save our sins, but are we saved or are we just adding more sins to the ones we already have? Today's world if you ask me we are all sinners, why celebrate easter then. anyway i'm visiting home this easter, gotland is ma home here in sweden, ma roots.
we have a new roommate who came yesterday, a guy from finland. soon i'm gonna speak a lot of finnish. or maybe i should live alone cause today i've been offered to move to a one roomed apartment but the problem is that the shower is in the basement. the place is close to everything, school, football, gym, and shops but not so fresh like where i live right now. it's gonna be my fresh place i believe, i like it fresh fresh fresh. the other thing is privacy at this new place. right now i live with 3 guys, we are four guys sharing a kitchen, livingroom and laundry room.
The question is how much do i want my privacy? how much privacy do i want? i think that's the bottom line. well, the answer is i don't care about it right now, I'm a single guy with nothing on ma mind than success, money is on ma brains all da mother fucking time. mi love money, lots of it. business is the only answer, won't stop until da day I die, end of story. have many business partners already, have many good cooks for ma restaurant from ma school, feels good really. got my test back, wrote 3 in one week, 100% i had, nothing wrong and i even wrote extended answers just to show that i know this in and out. I've so far written four tests and I got nothing wrong as yet. it's funny how history repeats itself, when i was growing up ma teachers asked my father if i should skeap a class, that was from class 3 to 5. the same thing happened in high school, my teachers wanted me to write the final exams a year ealier. in sweden my studies have been records, courses that took others 3 years took me 3 months and i couldn't get it why it took them such a long time. now i'm studying cooking and so far it's just been 100%, only all right all the time, fucking hell.
well, wanna go to the gym for the last time before i visit home, won't train for a week. football was fun yesterday but the wind was a pain in the ass. eyes were full of tears but it wasn't a big deal than the ball rolling away all the time. we chase it of course, that's what football is all about, chasing the leather round thing.well, mi done, wanna go. take care folks, happy holidays :)

Culture Club - Karma Chameleon

confused

Really don't know what's going on with me but all i know is that things are going ma way! One of ma room mates hated me, funny he's a black guy too but he's from south america. when i moved in this condo i let him use ma everything until he made a stupid move then he lost his priviledges to ma stuff. later along the line the guy started complaining about tv and threatened to report me to school. well, enough was enough, i pin pointed everything he did wrong,  from him not cleaning after himself and not helping with cleaning the apartment and every wrong move he made i was on his ass;  hell broke loose when i wanted to study and he had his disco volume on tv as usual. I told him to turn down da volume and he told me to fuck off. I then swithed off the tv and took the remote control to ma room! guess what he did? he went to da police and they of course told him to fuck off then the next day the first thing he did was report me at school that i should move out. school then listened to ma side of the story aswell and they instead kicked him out haha! Feels so good without him around, we even celebrated by cleaning the fridge and this weekend we gonna clean the whole apartment, the pig is gone and we were actually tired of discusting him. Part of the discussion was he shouldn't leave his door open cause bacteria will spread from his room to all our rooms, da worst pig ever.
Anyway, i managed to write two test and tomorrow i'll write ma third test in one week! It's going good, but football really wants me. yesterday i was officially introduced as the assisstent coach to ma team i play for. I nolonger coach 14 year old boys and i really thought i was never gonna say yes to the old dogs, just wanted to play ball with them but anyway ma coach needs me and the guys do too so i'll be glad to help of course. The coach for the 14 year old boy hates me in return, he made me promise i wasn't gonna go nowhere and i said count me in mate but now he's all alone again.
well, i've this funny feeling inside me, not happy even if things are working out for the better for me. Bad room mate gone, school going well, football went well with the big boys even if it wasn't first time i train them. well, i'll take a walk to finland tomorrow lunch time and see if i can refresh ma mind. yesterday me and ma friend took a walk to finland lunch time, i had a coffee and he bought chocolate and coke! i also played lotto hehe :) It takes 20 minutes to cross the bridge to finland from sweden, really nice walk. well, have to revise for ma exam tomorrow, wish me luck, don't need it hehe. mi iz r bad ass in school, gi mi da shit and i make pen dance on paper like never b4. crazy! better go now. take care for now and always remember to be nice, stay cool yoo!!!! ciao folks :)

good bye snow

Can you believe it that we still have snow here up north. Good thing is that we have so many hours of sun shine now so every where is a river, every road is a river flow, snow melting away. Friday was the first time we trained football out doors but we still gonna train indoors if we have bad weather which is a promise. Last time it was snowing here was actually midweek, pleanty plus snow it was. But it's cool that the snow mountains are disappearing, the process is slow but it's happening.
The football season kicks of end of this month, I don't think the field will be ready but i hope so. Really can't wait to take a ball early morning to the football field and train alone. Some people think I'm bonkas but I think I'm free. It takes only a star to do that, I've done that all my life. Now when I read about the world stars that they do the same then I'm rest assured that I'm normal. I don't think it's easy for just anybody to play football alone, it takes a lot of football feelings to handle. It's not something you do but it just happens. At least that's how it is for me. I don't like when people stop and watch me, just go your way if you're so kind. It's mostly dog walkers who find it entertaining but I find it disturbing and 2 seconds later I don't even feel there presence so it ain't a big deal really.

Anyway, mean time it's enough with the gym and running along the road, don't really like running along with cars, don't like to breath the shit the cars puff out. I biked for an hour at the gym today, was supposed to run half an hour afterwards but i decided i do that tomorrow instead, early morning when all cars are sleeping but then it will be one hour instead.
That's it for now folks but before I vanish I just wanna remind you to move your bodies, we humans should motion half an hour a day. Walking is as good as one of the best trainings we need daily. Good luck with spring training, love the fresh air early mornings. Take care and bless ya!

Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me

school, football & next muzik

yeah, u get that right, muzik meaning ma guitar! this coming friday i'm gonna pick up ma guitar and improve ma life here up north! i'm actually fully occupied with what i do, guitar will disturb ma studies even more! football is fun but when i get home i'm so tired that one look at the stupid text i'm gone, good night! funny i'm not tired to do other things but reading makes me fall asleep, haa! well, hope to manage all i wanna do, time is too slow for those who wait so i've heard but what i know is that time doesn't wait for nobody, the seconds ticks with each and every second u know!
guess what i'm doing right now? watching idol music program from finland; da worst ever! if u wanna win idol do it in finland, they are useless both in singing and body language, they can't dance at all...!
been training lots of football lately, ma body is really tired but i've lots of energy; is it because i train and eat right!?! i don't think there's anybody who eats more fruits and vegetables a day than i do! i'm really a machine when it comes to loading food in ma body! people talk a lot about past life, i don't really know what it is but i must have been a camel, i also consume a lot of liquids, water is ma thing! i can actually spend the whole day without feeling hungry, maybe because i ate too much the day before! it's funny how much people rush for breakfast, i don't eat breakfast but i don't mind eating a fruit and drinking juice! lunch time i'll still be not hungry and i normally go home without having those two meals! it's only when i've to go for football training that i force ma self to eat something, don't train with an empty stomach aiit! well after training, give me a horse i'll finish it in a flash; now we are talking da same language! wonder if their are many like me but so far it's only me i know with this strange habit. guess what, i'm a thin guy, just borns but it's not because of ma eating habits, ma mum and dad are both thin people so what more do u expect!
well, can't wait to play with ma beautiful black darling, ma guitar! there's a guy from norway who promised to help me with anything i want, he's a dj so we'll see! there's also a school nearby i can learn ma shit. really hope to manage with school, i work in da school restaurant tuesdays and thursdays meaning i start school at 07 and finish at 18:00, long day! i then go to da gym after and bike for en hour! can u blame me that i fall asleep the moment i get home! anyway, that's all folks but before i vanish i just wanna remind you to live your life the way you love it and love the way you live! don't do anything cause people expect you to do that or what ever they think that's them not you! you are who you are, you awe it to yourself to live your life the way you want! take care...bless :)

friday again

friday is da most loved day of da week if i should guess! it's all about da weekend and being free from responsibilities, or at least the ones that make our lives much better cause we need money money to survive! gone are the days when people used to exchange what they have, give mi your shoes and i will give you a bag of sugar! money put a stop to all that. pity i wasn't part of that prime time, when life was easy, no stress, no hurrying, no worries, no time or clock as englishman call it, and no multiple problems like we have these days! were does all that come from? money maybe!
what would happen if we go back to da good old days were money was not part of people's lives? no more bank robbers of course, no more prostitution maybe! are protitutes sick people or very desparate or just plain lazy sick people! i can't imagine doing what they do for money, just anybody and a lot of those anybody a day, omg! poor souls really! maybe very strong characters, i wouldn't manage that, some discusting idiot allover me just for da money! they've to be better ways of making money and they are of course, so why do they do that!?! don't wanna judge them, mi no judge, it's da toughest job i believe!
well i had an okay week! pleanty drama at ma school; one guy just collapsed right in ma face! i was da school restaurant cashier as i normally do! ma teachers give mi that responsibility to save people sometimes! but anyway just as this guy walked passed mi he suddenly stopped and started shacking vigoruosly and suddenly he fell on da floor! we later found out his problem!
a guy from finland wanted to kick ma ass because i didn't have enough change in euros so i told him to come back later and get his change! he shocked everybody when he screamed  " give mi ma money now"! guess how much it was!?! 30 cents so i gave him 3 swedish kronors instead and da war was over!
football, only trained on wednesday and we were only six so it was very tiresome training but good for mi! today we don't have training cause the hall is booked for something else, training tomorrow instead! I feel good today, mostly tired but not today, kul...!
well, i'm listening to vybz kartel da true ruler of da gaza family! he's a jamaican artist who releazies about 2 songs a week, crazy guy really! ma boi calls him da ragga god! true it is, he rules like i said :) ok then, have a nice weekend and remember to rest your bodies, reload and be fresh on monday when da week kicks off! don't hate monday, hate your weekends which makes you not function on mondays! i was born on monday so be nice to da day, for mi pliz...no, just pulling your legs, means just kidding or joking what ever you understand! bless ya all :)

just feel like writing

Really funny what happens to me that sometimes i just feel like writing and there's really pleanty going on in ma head but I'm not gonna talk about the obvious, tsunami in japan of course!
gonna talk to maself about ma life here, it's really getting better with each and everyday! i love ma football trainings, really haven't played football in 10 years and suddenly it's ball everyday! yesterday and last week ma coach gave me the responsibility of coaching my own team i play for, what...!?!
well, he's a smart guy really, unlike many who would shut me out when they realise that i'm better educated than them, he instead gave me technik part which he also found out that it was ma best part! so, last friday he gave me a go ahead to take care of the guys and i told him no no no,mi don't wanna teach an old dog new tricks but he was smart enough that he introduced what we were gonna do and then i had to show the guys! after that he pretended to be occupied with something else and told me to continue with training so i just did ma thing and it was just fine! yesterday was friday again and he just gave me a go ahead and he sat down with other members and watched ma style, they all loved Reggie man and I'm not gonna change how i feel, don't wanna teach an old dog how to sit...!
I'm a coach for 12 & 13 year old boys and i love it, that's all i wanna do as a coach and with the old dogs I just wanna play ball, no coaching but i believe there's no going back for me! they love me so i'm screwed, fuck it! anyway, we'll see what happens!
well, guess that's all for now folks! really have to write short short articles! long ones even scare da hell out of  me! guess what, i'm not a robot...hehe,that's a song playing on ma spotify list hahahahaha! sorry about that, mi always stupid u know! luv muzik, always play muzik when i'm doing anything!
alright then, take care and remember to do take care of your responsibilites! have a nice day! bless ya :)

help protect da mother earth

The scientific community released reports that provs the under doubts that the earth is getting warmer. This global warming is caused by things we grown ups do and by the things we don't do! If drastic measures aren't taken soon, by the time our kids have become adults there won't be no fish left in the sea, rain forests and clean air will be a thing of the past. Polar ice will be gone, oceans will rise, entire countries will disappear. Life will change in ways we can't even imagine. It could be world wide epidemics, life expectancy will be lower. We are not just neglecting the future but our own children! It's not a surprise that we adults have known this for years. We could have done something about it but we haven't. Funny how we always think it's not our problem cause we won't be around by the time the worst happens. Anyway now we can't say we didn't know, starting today and forever we have to do this. We have to help preserve the earth, stop being enermies of the mother earth. Stop being ignorant and start learning about how best you can help protect the earth! If animals could fight us they would have done that a long time ago! Pity they can't stand for their rights, they need the forests we have distroyed and as if that's not enough, we eliminate them too! Our grand children will only experince them from pictures and videos like we do with dinosauros! Once upon a time there used to be polar bears on the north pole, rhinos in the african jungles, tigers in south american's rain forest...how ignorant are we to kill a rhino just to get it's horn, the tiger just for the skin. what are we gonna do when they are all gone? what's next are we gonna kill for it's body part? I'm not so surprised when we even kill each other for our wallets! When are we gonna learn to make a decent living? In my world, a human-being is the worst animal on this mother earth yet we are the only animal with enough brains to think what's best to be done, yet we do the opposite. Could go on and on but just hope the little i wrote will wanna make you become better human-beings and take action by doing the right thing. We need this earth, if not for us let's do this for tomorrow people. what if you were to be born in the future and all you learn is how yesterday's people massacred mother earth, wouldn't you wish if you were here now and you would have done something about it! well, you are here now do something then. Like I said before in my previous article, take a look in the mirror and change the person you see, that's you! Take care of yourselves and mother earth and always remember; together we stand divided we fall... bless ya!

Greenpeace - Inspiring Action

Earth- Official Movie Trailer (watch in HD!)

Oceans - Trailer #2

Vybz Kartel & Gaza Slim - Anything A Anything ~Gaza - Nov 2010 ~ "U.T.G"

Annoying Orange: Jalapeño

The Annoying Orange

time flies

I can't believe we are already in march, last time i talked to ma self was mid feb, how come it feels like yesterday!?! anyway, i came back today from the lovely island Gotland which is ma swedish roots! been living on da island since I moved to sweden,this's da first time I live somewhere else.
anyway, picked up ma stuff from ma room, mostly books and some clothes of course! next month i'm gonna pick up ma guitar and ma förstarkare, don't know if that's needed here since i live with 4 guys, a swede, a finnish, a south-american and ma self southern african...! rules are no noise, guitar ain't da right istrumment really to keep silence! wanna live alone but we'll see how that goes, still waiting in line or cue is the better word; don't know how long it'll take but hope soon, at least b4 summer!
making tea, brb

frozen jacket

So I tested myself today, wanted to see if I can manage to go all the way to school without having to put ma hands in ma pockets! yeah, I passed the test but I swear to god I'll never ever do that test again, never unless if i've to! At least now I know it works but fucking hell, was really hell to pay! Don't forget I've double very think woolen gloves and then hands in ma pockets! Plain hands u just die that's it that's all, dead dead dead believe mi yo!

I discovered something new again, I didn't know that leather jackets freeze cause this morning mine did! Really thought it was strange but when I got to school and talked to one of the teachers she confirmed that if it has no pals inside it freezes! mine doesn't and at one moment I thought wtf, then I realized that shit, folding my hands was really something against the normal situation, what's happening to me? a zombie my god! Frozen clothes really, how do I stay warm then! well, coffee coffee coffee is da first thing everyone does when they get to school and we all sit there and suck life out of it and new life into us! mi drink tea otherwise but now I start ma day with two cups of very hot coffee, then later juice juice juice and I finish ma studies with one more cup of coffee and a piece of cake if there's one that attracts my tongue! we bake all kinds everyday and some are not as good as they look!
My studying motivations has been up lifted! today I had lunch with the a la carte class and whaooo they eat good those suckers! we had ren meat, don't know it in english but it's a wild animal with roasti and oven baked vegetables, nice; brown souce and mashed potatoes on the side! roasti is also patatoes but grated and then fried flat on both sides, very nice, it's swiss style, love it! the meat was mega, the veges nr.2 and the rest was all mega mega mums!
I've just been here for a month, so I am studying ground level which takes a year or 49 weeks to be specific! with that one can work in what they call here in sweden big kitchens meaning one prepares food for many people in large quantities! you can work at a school or hospital kitchens but if you wanna work in a hotel then u have to study a la carte one more year! you prepare food one plate at a time not like big kitchens were u just cook everything all at once in a big big pot or whatever, blaa, that's just discusting for me, usch usch!
well;
was thinking of going to bed early, next week I'm gonna just do more of ma books and less ball! been a lot of football hehe! I came here to study not play football but if yu wanna make it in da team u gotta train! it's taking all ma time, fuck it but kul kul with that shit yo; mi love to run and dribble and just kick the hell out of that leather round thing, poor thing really, if only it could talk it would tell all of us to get a life and leave it da fuck alone! we ain't gonna do that, tournament this weekend, football from friday to sunday but mi injured hehe! kul stuff always happens to mi, fuck mi! hate ma miss fortunes, always happens to mi! the bright side is that I've to study then, fuck that, can still study in da dressing room, hide in da shower or what ever!
well folks, bless yeah and always remember to be true to yourselves, don't live your lives the way you think other people would like it, fuck your friends ideas and follow your mother fucking feelings wants and needs! other people should mind their own lives alright! Reggie is gonna play ball and study, that's all :) once again, bless ya!

on ma own

I always used to think I'm the unluckiest basturd of all students but today I realized I should think da opposite! Every week we work on a different department and this week I'm in the breakfast department. The day starts with mi baking bread at 07:00 which I prepare da day before, make 2 different types of porridge etc. We always have the responsible teacher to guide us and guess what, she was off today and I had to be own ma own to run the school restaurant!
It's a lot to be done yo! I was smart enough to give my classmates a bit of work so I asked one guy to fix about 10 liters coffee, his girlfriend helped mi with setting up things like conflacks etc, ma friend da english guy helped mi with fixing porridge and then I did the rest like preparing the vegetables, ham, cheeses, butter etc then I have to take care of the cash aswell and the funny thing happened of course, the cashbox got stuck right in the begining of breakfast and there was a long cue as usuall so I called the english guy for help cause he did breakfast last week so he might knew what to do but well, we cheated technology! had to cover it up my way and the rest of the day went smoothly but not really, lunch time the card machine was fucking with mi! people knew they had money on their bank accounts but their cards were being denied but anyway as always, I improvise, mi cool hehe!
It really was a wake up call to run the school restaurant on ma own, taking care of 500 customers from my school, the high school beside my school and anybody from ma neirbourhood that wanna eat with us and many do cause we're da cheapest, we take 40 kronors for lunch, we prepare fresh food everyday, as students we always do our best of course, best hygiene ever since we have teachers watching every move we make! In sweden lunch costs around 65 kronors! I forgot to fix coffee for after lunch, lucky I don't panic but just roll on, coffee was ready in 5 minutes; swedish people must have their coffee after food! Around 13:30 we have the last coffee break, another problem showed up, I didn't put up the cakes students bake for coffee and I had to sent one guy to help mi with that cause I was the cashier, can't leave my till u see! A till is da cashbox! Towards closing time the school workers normally come to get the rest of the coffee we normally pour away and since I was running the show, it's my saying when they should take it and that's when we are closed but a sucker from Norway just thought that since we close in 10 minutes and usually by that time no new customers come so he gave his friends the all the coffee without asking me and I thought, ah well, what the hake, I close up and suddenly 3 people showed up and while I was explaining to the teacher what happened why we have no coffee my own classmates showed up and suddenly I had 10 people in need of coffee! Had to make new coffee of course thanks to the sucker from norway, gonna kick his ass tomorrow, this ain't no joke! I made 5 liters coffee which i had to pour away the rest later of course!
With all those problems u better believe I leant a lot but the fact that I ran this thing by maself was pretty cool! The truth is I've done that a million times in ma father's shops! My grandfather was a businessman during smith regime meaning when brittish people were running ma country, ma father was both british and zim businessman, he had small shops during whiteman's time and I was just a baby and then it became Zimbabwe and he just blossomed like a flower, really crazy! I then helped him run his shops, mi and ma brothers and it really was a lot of fun playing around with money! He retired early and started taking fishing trips with his friends in boats and stupid stuff like that while his sons were his niggers, nigger means slave if you didn't know! Lots of people think nigger means black, no you ignorent ma fuckers! A nigger is a slave and black people were slaves duirng those terreble times!
Anyway, mi love money so the reason why I'm studying cooking is to continue with da family tradition and run ma own business, restaurants it is for me! I learned to walk in a barbershop, my father's first business, that's a place were people cut their hair! I've seen all kinds of afro as a baby that's why mi has dread-locks, got tired of dat shit yo! My dad had all kinds of businesses u can think of! At one time he had about more than 20 emergency taxis, about a dozen trucks, shops in different towns, pubs, butcher that's a meat shop! About ma grandfather I just heard, I never met da guy, he died before I was born but Elliot was his name! It must have been difficult for him to run business during white man's power! Hats off, he managed that, wasn't easy as far as black history and appatheid is concerned!

Joke of da day! my friend the english guy is this week doing dishes were I was last week! stupid job for stupid people but easy easy easy! You use a machine of course, just push in and push in and they come out clean on da other side, but anyway a guy from finland asked my friend for a puss, that's a kiss! My friend like I said he's english so we have two guys here who are not so good in swedish! A puss asked my friend? yes said the guy from finland! My friend then hesitated and looked confused wondering of course why this guy just comes and asks for a kiss! The guy from finland noticing that my friend looked confused he then lifted a banana then my friend said aha, a påse, that's a plastic-bag ...god I can't stop laughing, hope you understand! Then my friend said he was just about to kiss him and then he lifted the banana; and really you can imagine how much I laughed!!! something like that also happened to mi with a guy from norway when I was the cashier, totally different story but good night folks! have to rest for the day, it's late as always when I write ma shit!
Take good care of yourselves and always remember to pronounce your words when you talk to people from other countries, one word can really mean a lot and totally something else!!!  bless

Too cold for comfort

omg omg omg, I don't know how many times I said that on ma way home, it only takes 10 minutes and I must have said it a thousand times! I'm not a big fan of god but in times like this I remember him, if he exists I don't know, I'm just a confused soul so forgive me you who would kill people like me who are none believers! I saying this cause I come from a country were people are possesed by god, my mum would be sad if she knew how I feel; da woman raised me well but I choose not to believe in something I don't understand but anyway, don't wanna talk about god, wanna talk about da mother fucking cold!
omg, i can't believe i live here, can't believe people live here! why would anybody live here unless one is very despparet! am I despparet? maybe so but I believe I'm just a fool who thought people adjust to new things but this ain't nothing to adjust to, fuck this place yo!
Here's the thing, everytime I leave a building I always get chocked and start coaghing, then I know directly that where ever I'm going I gotta pick up ma steps! It's funny how the cold always rushes to my throat and chock me but just for the first few inhalations meaning the first air I breath! People who were born and grew up here talk rubbish, they always say it's not cold unless you have wrong clothes! fuck that saying, it's freezing cold up here ma god! today I came up with a very stupid business idea but I would be the nr.1 customer of that product! If some Einstein idiot would come up with some kind of lipstick and face cream which prevents those parts from freezing! The first thing is the lips, then the nose, then the chean and chicks almost same time and then it start creeping to my head through my very very think woolen hat, yes think wool stand no chance up here! Later, that's after about 3 minutes my hands and feet join the party and by the time I get home I have a frozen mustach but I mostly see ice on my mustach after 5 minutes, half way home yo!
It has happened a couple of times that my hands are so frozen that I can't open the door! what does one do in matters like this;? Knock on the door of course and the person who opens looks at me for a while and after seeing what they saw they always ask if I have no key and I never answer, i just open my hand and the key is in ma hands! One time one guy looked at me as if he didn't recognize me and then suddenly he started laughing and said, "go look at yourself in the mirror"! of course that's what I always do but that day not only my mustach was frozen, I had ice ear-rings hanging down my ears!
guess what I'm not a robbot, that's just the song playing on ma spotify list hehe! it has nothing to do with what I'm writing but it could fit! Robbots should live here but no, they would freeze and wont function! Cars here are always connected to an electrical pole to keep them warm otherwise you can't start da shit! Tonight I saw a funny thing I haven't seen before, a car was covered by a blanket! yes it's night time good night baby car and it also should have a blanket, only the wind-screen was covered and I thought really my god! If car thieves move up north they would steal about 10 cars a day, that's about the mumber of cars I see everyday with their morters running and nobody inside! It's so sad that everything you see here is frozen, you name it it's frozen! I was looking for a street one night and first I had to sink into a mountain of snow to get to the pole, then skretch the road sign to see if it is the right road! what do you do if u're driving, get out of the car everytime you come to a new road, omg! Everything outside is mother fucking frozen, really really sad and all frozen things really look dead dead dead, no life at all, pity!
Well folks, take it easy and remember what ever you do stay away from the north during winter! bless ya!

white rays

was on my way home from training and i was stupid enough to run like a mad man during traing and now i am injured, cool when i'm still new in the team! the coach told me to take it easy this week and try to recover, good for me, i can do ma books then! but anyway i always look down the road when I walk home and I walk pretty fast for a tired guy! we finished training at 22:00 and first i was surprised by an old man shavelling snow in da middle of the night, wtf! he had a little puppy playing around and started barking at me! I then looked up and suddenly i saw white rays in da sky! clearly i could see they were not clouds but they looked similar to cirus clouds, that's a fibras looking cloud! I turned all round looking up and it was so close to me I wondered wtf it was; is it cold? of course it is! can one see cold? really have no idea what it was but next time i see that i'll take a photo and hope it will be as clear as how I saw it! whao, i was a little amaized by this site and far above it were tiny little stars! what was it? will ask tomorrow people who have been living here all there lives!

Today the sun was shining all day long, the same as yesterday, two days after my disaster! thank you for wishing for the sun, your prayers have been answered! I actually had not yet seen the sun like that here by the north pole! The first time i saw the sun I was so disappointed; it looked like a touch light with very weak battries! I believe it was really my first time I could look directly at the sun without any affection, open my eyes wide and look direct at it! what type of sun is that? and it was up for like two seconds and gone somewhere behing finland or where ever it went!
so anyway in class we started talking about the lovely weather then I said I don't like it here! it looks nice but once you go out it's real evil out there! I actually closed the door in a flash when two guys from my class were smoking just outside the door; I wanted to tell them to move further away from the door, school rules! I hate smoking you see so I'm da police but the moment I opened the door I closed it again so dame fast, omg, what place is this? Then my teacher and one girl started laughing that's when I said I don't like it here, my country is plus 15 during the winter and they got shocked! my teacher then said plus 15 she runs around in her bikini while all zimbabweans put on their heaviest caots; we checked the weather forcust and it was minus 39 and she was saying tomorrow it's gonna be hell to pay! bring it on I said, me only live indoors and it's true, I never go out unless I've to and mostly I run from one school building to the other, it fun but only me does that hehe :) I don't run when I'm going home though, I try to get used to it but really it's crazy, no getting used to this, it won't happen!
well, soon I'll be blogging with only pictures and not much writing; I know it's heavy reading english for the majority of the swedes but nobody read it anyway so I might aswell enjoy talking to myself as always; like the lunatic I am! it's fun talking to oneself! try it and see how you feel; not shout out loud, just ptting words together on a peice of paper, now we print them on a computer screen, technology! was talking to one guy on da bus and he said he hoped books will stay for ever! i hope the same but technology is da shit! miracles happen over night with dis shit!
well folks, time for me to fuck off but as always, do take care and remember to stay away from the north pole alright! bless ya!

fuck toshiba

yes, just been robbed by the technology world! I bought a laptop and after using it for 4 days the shit went gaga! I then took it back and was told that the problem has got nothing to do with the garantee so if i want them to fix it it's gonna cost me the same amount as the original price I bought it! I anyway bought it on sell but still omg! I kept my cool cause that's something that usually make me flip out but I asked what the best thing to do was! after explaining what he explained and I said what was going on in my fucked up brains and the guy offered me 1000 kronors discount! I said thank you still holding myself back, then he also adviced me to check with my school if the student's apartment I live in has insurance cause then the insurance company will pay the rest if I'm insured! Will check with the school tomorrow I told him so he's gonna call me to find out if I'm insured by the school!
Once upon a time I used to kick people's asses when I get mad but thank god I'm a cool guy now! I don't know how I learned to hold my temper in matters like this but I've always had a long temper meaning I don't usually get angry, I get sad instead! It takes a lot to make me angry believe me but like I said, if one fucks me up like this I swear to god you gonna get your ass kicked but not these, not anymore! One thing I have learnt growing up is that people who hate are the ones who disturb their own brains and have a bad feeling, the feeling you get inside your head and chest is not a good feeling! The same when you choose to be angry, it's your brains that gets fucked up and it's not a good feeling going on inside you! well, what ever we do in life those are the choices we have made and the results come from those choises, meaning what happens to us later it's because of what we did before! You reap what you saw meaning if you plant potatoes you harvest potatoes! never expect something else, if you are rude don't expect people to be nice to you, people will be also rude to you!
Anyway I'm gonna do what I always do when I'm feeling down, run forest run but not when it's minus 40 degrees outside, gonna have to do spinning! I'm going to the gym and sit on a bike and ride da shit for hours until i faint, just pass out! when I am back to life, I'm whole again! I have football training late tonight so I'll be there, was thinking of doing my books but fuck that, have to clear my mind! Gym and football it is now! Take care and next time you gonna buy something, go deep with them about da garantee skit, I know about it but I hoped it was a good machine! It was just a mother fucking plastic, like da topic says, fuck toshiba! bless ya!

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fat people

Don't worry I'm not a rude boi but I just realised something about fat people! It is said they are fat because they eat a lot or too much, i believe it's partly true cause I'm the thinest person I know and I eat a lot believe me. I work with food meaning I cook food all day so I eat all the time.
Why did I think of this, it's because fat people blame eating on some kind of physcological problem, their beloved one died and so they bury their sorrows into food and all those kinds of silly excuses! well, I don't believe in exuses myself but somehow I turn to wonder if it's true because of what just happened.
I live with four guys, two of them are away right now home for the weekend and it's late sunday midnight so they should have been back by now but no! The other guy is of course sleeping and me I always go to bed after 2 in da morning and in swedish we call it dåligt dåligt dåligt meaning bad bad bad! I get up at 06 and 07 I'm already making breakfast for about 300 people, then lunch and two nights a week I've to cook them dinner aswell but of course not alone!So, I should be in bed by now but mi can't sleep.
well, back to fat people! It's all about my roommates, 3 guys I live with. I need the iron cause I did my laundry and I've to iron my working clothes but I can't, one of the suckers has the iron in his room! It's simple mathematics that you can't have something we all share in your fucking room. Anyway, I almost flipped out but decided not to get mad cause then it's me who is gonna have a disturbed mind and I choose not to! Then I started walking around the house and suddenly I felt very hungry! Midnight it is and I just prepared a big plat full of baked beans and boiled eggs! I'm eating right now and my watch is reading 10 to 1, soon 01:00 get it!?! I never eat so late, only after disco that's when u can give me the biggest burger ever! So, am I eating cause I'm avoiding to be angry about the iron! I decided it wasn't a big deal and I feel alright, so why am I eating? just hungry maybe or is it the iron thing!?! I think I'm just hungry but fat people would blame it on the little problem that has arised! I'm enjoying my food though, wouldn't mind making another big plat of something! I have köttgrytta och potatis mos in the fridge, that's meat stew and mashed potatoes! I ate that before so I don't wanna eat that again! I'm out of fruits and no veges either but anyway, fat people just have big borns that's all, eating a lot has got nothing to do with them being fat! I should have been the heaviest guy on this mother fucking planet!
Good night folks, don't hate me for this alright! I can't sleep so I've to do something and I found myself writing rubbish! maybe I shouldn't publish this right away but what the hack! Take good care of yourselves as always and remember to not make excuses, just deal with the problem instead! as wise man say, "a problem is the chance you have to do your best and prove that to yourself "! deal with it alright...! bless

help change da world

I'm gonna make a change for once in my life. It's gonna feel real good, it's gonna make a difference, I'm gonna make it right...as i turn up the collar on my favourite winter coat, this wind is blowing my mind. I see the kids in the street with not enough to eat, who am I to be blind pretending not to see there needs!
A summer disregard, a broken bottle top and a man's soul follow each other with the wind cause they got no where to go, that's why I want you to know, I'm starting with the man in the mirror, I'm asking him to change his ways, and no message could have been clearer. If you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and then make a change.
I've been a victim of selfish kind of love, it's time that I realized that there are some with no home, not a nickel to loan. Could it be really me, pretending that they're not alone. A willow deeply scarred, somebody's broken heart and a washed out dream. They follow the pattern of the wind I see cause they got no place to be. That's why I'm starting with me. I'm starting with the man in the mirror, I'm asking him to change his ways, and no message could have been clearer! (man in the mirror by MJ).
Well folks, those are the words of wisdom from the late Michael Jackson! The man in the mirror is yourself, you looking at you! Talk to yourself if you can and tell that person you see in the mirror to start acting right and stop all da stupidity, distructions and vandalism we humans tend to enjoy without giving a thought at our own actions. We are so good at reacting at other people's ways, well, it's time to react to what you yourself do everytime. In order for us to react right to what other do wrong, we better make sure our own ways are right! I'm not a strong believer of the bible but i know it says" before you remove a stick in a friend's eye, first remove the big log in your own eye"! That way folks you will be able to see clearly and help your friend much better. When you rearly can see, how much damage are you then gonna do to your friend's eye, don't imagine, know for real alright!
That's it from me folks; take good care of yourself and remember the change starts with you! good luck with that and bless ya :) later still ma friends!

world hold on

A bad man is a bad man, a fool is a fool, a proffet is a proffet...Michael Jacksson was a proffet yo! People turned their backs on MJ and stopped listening to his words of wisdom cause people believed he was a gay guy who loved little boys. I don't know if that's true but even if it is, I don't need to ignore his message cause I think he's a bad man, no! Let the truth be told and let those who can show the way lead us, MJ tried all the time to show us the light but we are all fools who thought that by not listening to him we have done the world a good did! This world is full of bad people and MJ is far from one of them. Let the truth be told, what do we normal people do everyday, tell it to yourselves. One thing a star does omg he's the worst thing god has ever put on this land! we lie, we cheat, we rape, we steal what does that make us and who are we to judge someone who is suspected of bad dids cause he lives a strange life! he was a star, people didn't leave him alone, of cause he had friends who were out of his league, who the fuck are we to care and judge his life! who judges your life? how would you like it if the whole world put their noses in every move you make!?! well, who am I to fight with the world about MJ or anybody else, just wanna let you know that if you wanna make this world a better place it won't kill you to listen to da real proffets, dead proffets, Michael Jacksson was once upon a time, da king of pop who spread the message to make this world a better place. His work still lives on, carry it with you people and stop judging! if there's anybody you should be judging it's yourself, after that, judge yourself again and again and again until you are tired of judging alright! help make this world a better place; listen to those who were born to spread the good word! take good care of yourselves and the world we all live in! bless ya!

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nearly died

well, don't tell this to my mum, the woman always gets worried to death when bad things happen to her kids but anyway i'm a sucker sometimes! i was on my way home from school, passed through the shops so that makes the journey home a little longer. usually it takes 10 minutes for mi to get home and by then I'm all frozen, only after 5 minutes I'm done. so through the shopping center it takes double the time and when I left the shops I realised I had to rush home otherwise I'm in deep shit so I started runnning! It never helps but i get home faster, and this day it was extremmely cold so i realised i wasn't gonna make it home on time before I'm really frozen so i took a short cut through a mountain of snow! that's suicide yo, i sank and sank and started crowlling on all fours and suddenly the whole situation made mi mad and i just gave the snow mountain a real fight, very angry indeed and that helped cause I anyway came out of there all covered in snow and ran faster than hussien bolt right to my door step and opened the door with high speed and just slammed it and into my room and screamed like a trapped wild animal...lucky my room mates where not home to see my drama otherwise they could have thought that I'm a lunatic...you see, what could have happened is that i could have been stuck in the snow or sink really deep and they would have found a frozen nigger who turned blue! i promised myself never ever to take shortcuts through the snow but guess what, monkey never learns, did it again in da middle of the day in the middle of town when i was in haparanda; luckly snow was up to my private parts so i could carry on without having to use my hands but people in cars wondered what was wrong with that idiot, just didn't wanna walk all the way round hehe :) like i said, i bought i camera today so i'm soon gonna put pleanty snow pictures and u'll see what i mean...! take care folks :) bless ya

welcome to da north pole

well well well, i can't believe it took me such a long time to get this thing going but i hope to share a little at least 3 times a week, every second day that is! it's a weekend and i've been away for the first time, went to haparanda by bus and spend the whole day at ikea! just was gonna give back my computer and back to övertorneå where i live but i missed the early bus of course which was good for me, i ended up buying a camera, sony dsc with 14.1 mega pixels, 4x optical zoom, lcd screen 3.0, and 26 mm wide-angle lens, black like mi, that's ma little darling now, love it. I'm quite happy with my purchase but i still have to test my product, not now, have to go to the gym soon! been eating and now i've to rest a little while i play with my computer! I didn't buy my camera at ikea no, bought it at a stupid place called elgiganten meaning giant electricity! The best part is that i paid half prize cause they forgot to change it after christmas sell haha! ikea was cool, walked round and round and i bought a pizza slice and drink for 10 kronors, that's cheap and i think i drank one liter fanta för that prize! i love refill, love drinking than eating u see, my stomach is not that big so it loves liquids! anyway, will tell u more after the gym that's if i'm not that tired! take care folks! bless ya :)

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this is it...!

finally it is happening to me right in front of ma face! been living on this island for 14 fucking years, ma swedish roots; but it's time to grow into a tree now! i'm leaving the island for the very first time and live up north, ya! there where there's no sun during winter and believe me the winters are awful long up there! can't really believe i'm gonna be living in the dark, gonna get a shock when it's really happening!
anyway, enough of being a pussy cat, the bright side is that i'm gonna be doing what i always wanted to do, learn how to cook! hope i won't cut ma fingers. every job has it's injuries, i'm nursing my knee from football injury, it really was a long time ago but the shit doesn't wanna get well. i'm really looking forward to playing football again up north, come back after 10 years! the last time i trained and played football was 2001, after my knee operation things have never been the same. it was the end of my playing carieer! coached and reffreed a little during the 10 years!
well, today i booked my journey up north! will be leaving sunday the 16/1 by boat, destination gotlands it's called! will arrive up north the next day. will catch a train in stockholm and travel all night!
would really wanna say some more but i'm learning how to write little so have to stop this now while still i remember my new rule. take care folks! later suckers...!

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write less

really have to learn to write less! everytime i just wanna talk to myself the little that's on my mind, suddenly when i start typing something just takes over and opps oh shit! then i start removing and removing and removing, fuck it, have to learn to write less that's all...i get so tired just by looking at the whole long piece of shit! well then, less it is and so this is good bye. take it easy alright! bless

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manners

Well i will this time start by expalining the meaning of the topic manners: social habits or ways of behaving, that's how the dictionary explains it but remember we have two types of behaviour. good and bad of course, what else did you think !?! anyway, i wanna talk to maself about manners, hope it will make me realize something and change myself to be a better person.
I come from a country were good manners are mostly practised which means i've a good base but just like everything we do in life, those are the choices we have made. we never concider that everytime we do something that this is the choice i've made right now, good or bad, we live from those choices we make with every situation. so in order for me to behave good i simply have to make better choices in life.
people always wonder why bad things happen to them, they blame it on bad luck! well, listen to this people, the choices we make are the results we get. if you choose to step on other people's toes when you are walking, they are going to get pissed off at you and some will react immediately and some might choose to revernge. so when this person kicks your ass, those are the results of the choices you made. those who revenge are even more dangerous cause they could do big damage to one; let's say they burn your house when you are sleeping, extreme right!? so are we humans, we are individuals we behave differently. trust me, you don't wanna piss off someone from the middle-east, suicide bombers or what ever they are called. they are people who believe in killing themselves in order to save justice! they will enter your house with a bomb tied around them and give you a hug, ka boom, u're dead!
of course when these things happen to you it's because people hate you and those are simply the results of your behaviour, that's because you are rude, bad things will happen to you one way or another. people will not smile at you and greet you with joy when they see you because you step on their toes.
Well, i've learnt a long time ago to leave people alone but funny enough some people don't wanna leave me alone, bacause of their behaviour i might one day get fed up and act accordingly meaning i'll do a little damage to them, and those would be the results of the bad choices they made, not leaving me alone when that's what i wanted.
i of course understand people will be jearlous of others when they succeed in life, even friends will give you what i call a plastic smile, fake of course! i never tell when good things happen to me, i talk about it long after my succees just to avoid road blocks. believe me it happen to me a lot with someone who should have been happy for me but who knew in relationship your partner will wanna be the better partner and when everything is going sky high for you, he/she also wanna be that great person and so they will shut your dreams for you. they have acceess to your every you, don't forget that. remember, it's one thing being married to madonna she's huge, than someone at the same level as you and they just seem to express everyday in life and nothing seems to happen in your life, no, we don't like that. jealousy is bad behaviour that makes us hate people we love or surposed to love. it's sometimes smart to not talk about your planes until you are done, i do that all the time. talk about it to the right people who you know can help you. just like spending time with people who are good at their thing and that thing you know nothing about it, that's the best way to learn something new, spend time with proffs in that field...!
just one more thing when it comes to jealousy, it's a completely different chapter i don't wanna really talk about! of course it's not really the same with being jealousy that your partner is loved by others, the result have been death at the most extreme, instead of just letting him/her go! don't throw your life away because you can't live with the fact that your partner wants someone else. what happened to moving on, life goes on right! yes it really hurts but he or she is not worth u living the rest of your life behind bars or some pshyco that lives with a dead partner in the freezer. shocking news we live with from time to time, bad bad behaviour, bad decision, plain sick basturd.

belief

seeing is believing! how true is that? believe half of what you see and none of what u hear! that's a true saying but don't forget that truth is based on the beholder meaning we all have our own truth, my truth is someone else's false information or statement. i can explain a little about the saying, or very simple, people say what they want deppending on situations and we all lie everyday, so when then do we know that this is not a lie...simple, believe none of what you here. what about when you see something, isn't it what it is. of course not always, that's why we should believe half of what we see. don't need to talk about magicians, everything they do is not exactly what we see, if you believe in a magician then u're da worst fool ever.
anyway, here's an example that makes us see half of what we see; when u see a gentleman smoking, immedeatly u'll think it's a cigarette; and if u see a rastaman smoking u'll  assume it's a joint right. well i'm a rastaman i'm talking from experiance, people believe i smoke marijuana simply because i've rastas but i also suffer from pollen so i have red eyes most of the time, what do people think, blackman, rastaman, red-eyes, he smokes da shit. well i don't, i suffer from astma aswell and that makes me not wanna go near any kind of smoke otherwise i'm a dead black rastaman. in zurich i saw many businessmen sitting by the lake eating and smoking, automatically they were cigarettes they were smoking but it turned out that the closer one gets the better you understood, they all smoked joints, swedes would never understand that...so to me it's that we believe what we want to believe.
when i was about 12 yrs old i visited my aunt and she's a cop, yes da police! anyway one morning we followed her to her work place, da police station. just as we entered the main gate there was someone laying down on the ground wearing a brown suit covered in blood, on his chest lay his identification card. my aunt said immediately to us that we shouldn't pay attention to him at all, he was just sleeping she said. I believed her 100% and i didn't worry a thing and that helped me from getting nightmares like i always do in those situations. guess what, recently i thought about it and realised that he wasn't sleeping, he was dead. back then i was 12 i didn't know much about dead people but now when i do, i can put 1 + 1 together and come up with a 2.
the dictionary explains it like this: belief-" the feeling that something is true or that something really exists"!
ok, believe half of what you see and none of what you hear, it's a saying and i use it in life. the moment something doesn't make sense we don't believe but if it makes sense we believe! well some people are good at telling stories and some are not, don't be fooled! take care folks!

discipline

well been a good boy lately, managed to stay away from facebook the whole of yesterday and today just a short while just to check on ma friends. went well i guess, managed to reply and disappear direct after without having to get maself involved into a lot of rubbish. so, what now? really have no idea, i'm hoping to cut ma facebook visit to 10min a day or 30min per week, which will be da whole 30min at once not devided hours in different days, like 4 hrs a day it would be.
ok, this is ma new hobby, i like it, i'm starting to love it so sooon i might marry it. ma darling blogg, pity i wrote a lot of rubbish when i was testing u, the language is nothing for a blogg or anything than just plain street slang shit, not even tough at all, just uter plain rubbish. anyway yesterday i missed ma darling blogg so much but i've descipline that's all. i had to do first things first, no computer no nothing until i'm done with important things and so by the end of the day i was so tired that all i wanted to do was to sleep. didn't get much sleep though, have problems falling asleep so i actually fell asleep around 7:30 in the morning. one might wonder what i was doing all night then, nothing much than listen to spotify until muzik was to blame why i couldn't sleep so i swithed it off and hoped to fall asleep but nothing. watched tv and did some thinking and by morning i was then tired enough to fall asleep for only 2 hrs, yes that little. maybe i should get checked cause it's starting to be a pattern, something that repeats itself all the time now. before that i fell asleep 6 and was up sometime around 10. 4 hrs is max time i sleep, good or bad? bad cause we do need 8 hrs sleep as far as ma schooling told me so i better do something to sleep the other 4 hours.
ma last 2 days were filled with training, that's good, need to play football when i move from here and that's in about a week. i'm far behind with ma training, as new in a team if i should make it i've to be 3 times well trained than them and i actually haven't played football in 10 years and my knee is still not ok but guess what? i can't wait no more, no time and no desire to wait so i'm just gonna give it ma best and hope it's enough. for now, have to think how this is gonna go, need every fantasy there is to pick ma self up. take care for now...!
the dictionary explains it like this: discipline- "training to produce obedience and self-control" get it? simply control yourselves...bless ya!

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discipline, manners & belief

what does discipline mean? what is manners? what about belief, wadafuck iz dat? well, wanna talk a little about belief later but as for now i better have some discipline and do what i have to do, train! later suckers...!
ok, i'm back but i don't feel like writing at all so i'll just have to catch u guys later! sorry about my tiredness, wasn't expecting to be tired after my training which ain't over. yes, still have pleanty to do and discipline will lead the way, meaning i have to stop this and get started. as the saying goes " if u want to get to the bottom of anything u better start digging" so which means i just have to get up and go there where i'm supposed to be and give it my best. dame i'm tired but i've to do this, train train train is da only answer to success in sport u see, i anyway ran about 14km in one hour, not bad but it was first time since tuesday, i took early new year celebrations and it went on to thursday, when friday came i slept almost all day, mafriends had to wake me up and after finally eating something i felt better but still decided to go back to bed, and all three of us who partied from tuesday to thursday all stayed home...bad discipline there, friday was da big day but we didn't do our mathes right, bad calculations.
sunday today i decided to try and do what i've to do, yesterday i warmed up with a machine for two hours, was okay, don't like shortcuts but "half a loaf is better than nothing", remember that. people always think it's so cold out there but the truth is that i'm jogging, i only freeze my fingures and tores, the rest of the body swastes like hell. anyway i have to go, have to remember that and stop typing.......! i'm not so happy with how things are going, today i should be happy with my progress but i feel like i haven't started, dame, it's going so slow. couldn't sleep last night so i went to bed 06 this morning and i was up around 12, or actually i left  bed at 12 but was up like 10:30 and started watching tv half asleep.
well then, alright then, ok then, take it easy for now aight! later still mates...!
p/s u c, i've manners now, already a good boi mi...! no more rubiiish language!